Existence

Existence is define by how much you taking care with a way that suit in with your personality and identity, as long as you live with it. Once you care about that 'thing', you will be, you will come, and you would live a life as what as your interpretation of the path you've been choosing.





But, what if you are living the life that actually does not exist?

A concept of living now, live the present moment, is naturally bring us to the 'real life'.
Real life is illustrated by how you interact with other people and being a part of society.

What if you have no idea about the different between real life and something that not exist.

It is not just about imagination nor dream. Some of people might be felt so hard as fuck to build a wall to keep themselves safe in this life. Life is though. Life in unfair. Life is so fucking hard for those who suffer goddamn moment in their past.

There's two types, one is who give no shit, didn't care about being good or being fair.
The other one is people try to be fair enough, keep doing good, and thinking about how people feels.

Bad moment happens on every single fucking things in our life. Most of people deal with it and fucking no care even they become evil as dumbfuck.

Other way, there's a bunch of idiot people keep do the good things for every shit they take from the society. They are just moron victim.

The wolrd is never change as fuck as we want. Never.

Those who keep want and did good thing, that is true, not classified as faulty as you thought, but yes-they-are-fucking-dumb. Some deal with it. Some suffer and running in every shit ever after. They won't conflict, but there's a war in their heads.

As long as time flies, the people who never try to throw the energy of bad moment into something evil, life with negative aura. The garbage inside their mental has been decomposed into life-pressure.

Once they are get the fucking bad moment again, they run, avoid conflict, do good. Even if the fucking society have no sight about what-actually-they-did.

Your brain is automated machine made by God, designed to survive. In that occasion, they tried to make their life better by imagine something good. Dreaming something good by tomorrow. Which is never macth with the expectacy caused by they dream as they want. And hell yes, who can predict the future?

Asking God for better tomorrow is like you are still optimism in the minute you have 99% chance of die. Your believing level is tested. Yes it is better to you to still have optimism about the future. But it doesn't mean you are not living the day, live the present moment. Haunted by past, worried about future, it is gift.

God, they won't Your help option, sometimes. But Your final decision might better for them. Sometime always living in a good ways, it has bad impact. They tired to hope, so they just want to live this life peacefully. May You take this wtf-feeling-and-imagination.